I think I saw a miracle… alive and walking free ~
My heat wants to believe it’s true; but, it can’t really ‘be’;
Yet, at the time, it seemed so real… and I could see your ‘smile’ –
and then I worke and knew that I had dreamed it all the while.
I tried so hared to sleep again; I tossed and turned and cried…
for that one precious moment ~ I felt you hadn’t died.
That tiny taste of Heaven… dissolved into the air ~
I had to sense all over… that you were never there.
Why do we lose the ones we love and have to carry on?
Why do we have to struggle ~ when you’re already gone?
I guess the answer lies somewhere… between our hearts and soul;
We feel the pain so strongly now ~ but, one day we will ‘know.’
Time on earth is measureed by each minute… every hour;
But those in Heaven live within a very different power.
They don’t feel loss or sorrow ~ there is no pain up there…
They get to keep the love they felt and feel us “everywhere.”
And so, till then, I’ll really try ~
To live by Faith … and not ask “Why?”
I’ll strive to look where God is ‘seen”…
until ~ I never have to dream.
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Published with permission of Mark Riesen, husband of Diane Riesen, author.
Diane passed away on April 24, 2022
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